finding something that i think i can't get it..
finding for what??... finding any ways..why i can't talk in english...
yes..yes..yes!!! what should i do....when someone ask me to speak, especially my lecture,
my lips, mu tongue, my voice..they won't out..it stack inside my body..
there is no way to out...and shout...
owhhh...
.....so sad.....
tonite, i feel that i lost something valueable..
i wont say that i lost my own friend..
but i feel the way her change..
become more far than before, i can see it by the word that she told to me..
what happened actually..
is it because i wont do what i've my promise yet??
did i??
but, i still dont know......
...confession of broken heart...
